Tomorrow is K's birthday, but I find myself dreading the celebration at Matt & Ginger's. Why do I want to flee from all the supports? I am not afraid of thinking about it, in fact I think about it quite a bit. Last night I had to tell J (to my surprise) since I hadn't gotten a chance to tell her the good news first and it felt good, like a rock off my chest. I am starting to realize what I fear the most is to deal with seeing pain and disappointment in the eyes/voice of those of you who heard of the exciting news a few weeks ago.
I feel the love and care and I know you are there for us, without any doubt. I just don't want to have to respond with "I am fine". So, Let's just celebrate the birth of K without a prelude.
Saturday, March 1, 2008
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